We have been trying to conceive for 39 months. Not 1 or 2 years even...I wish I was like some girls who literally try a couple to six rounds and bam you are pregnant. I've battled depression throughout this all...sometimes I just want to get in the corner and cry.
I have questioned myself several times if I should just book vacations or plan trips to places we normally don't go since it looks like we will never have a child. No one understands the pain of those who have children. I hate hearing people who have more than one child grip about I'm not pregnant yet...seriously, I would take your last child or your first one...and I gurantee these same people when I get pregnant will be like...why isn't it my turn this time? Seriously, you have had several turns so far...but for me having a turn before you get pregnant makes me so evil?/?.....WTH.....
INFERTILITY Is REAL....Maybe one day people will see this as a real disease and stop IGNORING US.
