Revamping

Looks like I am going to be an all-natural PCOSer at least for a couple of months.  I think we are going to revamp on vitamins etc. and start again :D. 

I was really down after finding that insurance COVERS NOTHING thanks to the new healthcare bill the REPUBLICANS passed.  I hope several republicans are not able to have kids and get to go through half the hell I do on a daily basis. 

That is all on infertility as I WILL GET MY BABY whether YOU LIKE IT OR NOT politicians.

So its been quite the rumble boat these past two days but I'm going to get me the speed boat and skip the drs LOL

Tuesday Sept. 13 people never cease to amaze me LOL

Good morning/afternoon/evening depending on where you are located and when you read this.

So, I got this one pet peeve.  Do not walk up behind me while doing something in said car.  This dude walks up to my husband (I have him go out with me if there is a chance of having my backed turned to someone anyways) and ask him for a jump. Really?! 

All the time the guy was looking at my car like eye candy.  I politely replied "I have a four cylinder and four cylinder's can't jump" and he looked at me like your kidding me and I was like no.  Do you think I'm ruining my electronic brain in my car less than six months old?  It can happen and that's really why I said no.  I was nice though and offered to call the courtesy officer and he replied "that's okay I'll find someone else."  LOL I didn't even have my phone on me so boy was I playing it up this morning.

Okay so that's off my chest. 

I am sitting here cramping hoping AF or a + HPT one comes soon.  I hate being in limbo as most of my IF buddies do with PCOS.  We don't have regular cycles so many cycles are filled with a bunch of questions.  Most fertile people say if you don't have period pregnant...really?! You actually believe that stuff?  According to that, I've been pregnant no less than 10 times ( when actually I  just never ovulated). 

Others have told me enjoy not having a period....yeah until I go into work and blood gushes one day and everyone looks at me like you know it is every 28 days "For me its more of like oh no and bam and try to get to a bathroom before AF gets too strong so I have to carry overnight feminine hygiene products wherever I go because it could hit me anytime. 

I just hope no one ever opens my glove box imagine their eyes LOL.

So to all my IF women:  we have our troubles, yes, but it makes us stronger and allows us to laugh at ourselves.

Thought for today:
There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.
- Albert Einstein

What a wonderful day

Today would have to be a book out of Louis Armstrong song "Ain't it a wonderful world."
Clear crisp morning, mild temperatures we are no longer on fire down here in Arkansas LOL *we stayed at 112(actual temperature...heat index ranged from 115-125) for over 3 months for those of you that don't know*. 

I am thankful for alot of things today.  One of them is having great friends.  I am also glad I never gave up on my condition and I continue to fight it everyday.  No one else is asked to do it in America except the obese and infertile.  You break a leg that's fine we'll fix it.  Your female/male organs not right that's not important not life threatening.  Maybe not, but it hurts my feelings just the same as having a broke leg. 

I am thankful God let me have a great life and great husband IF aside. 

So here's to all of us IF ladies: enjoy your day. 

Thought for the day:
Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. Dr. Seuss

Just me

I'm testing out this whole blog thing today.  I hope this shows up so I will be able to post more in the near future when we start more treatments. 

Thought for the day:
Don't take life for granted.